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friends only! [16 Aug 2004|04:44am]

i've decided to make my journal friends only, from now on.

(4 Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...)

nooooo!!!!!!! [16 Aug 2004|04:02am]
[ mood | crazy ]

i don't wanna go to sleep. :( i guess i have to... damnit! i seriously can't process that summer's over. 1 MORE DAY! :) well there's always next summer. this summer kicked ass. Well i guess i'm off to bed... :P maybe...

( and the nightmare stops...)

haha [15 Aug 2004|08:21pm]
[ mood | okay ]

so it amused me XPCollapse )

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if i have to... [15 Aug 2004|08:01pm]
[ mood | numb ]

somehow i ended up going to schlitterbahn two days in a row. whew, i shouldn't do that often! my god, my body aches of pain. anyways. i had tons of fun. in those two days:
i rode many rides, saw a midget, and it was so sad cause he needed help with his tube and stuff, but he was so funny, on the long drops, he screamed and his voice was kinda low. haha. i'm so mean. but me and truman couldn't stop laughing.
oh... it was freaky. we were at a tram stop and i was looking out and i saw this car going and this lady's door was open and she was being dragged, cause the seatbelt got stuck on her, and then the guy driving pulls into a gas station and tried to get her up, but it wasn't working, and she looked unconscious. it was insane. this guy jumped out from the tram to go help her. man it was kinda disturbing to see that. hopefully the lady's ok, she has alot of road gashes on her legs... ouch!!!! but she looked drunk or drugged up or something, cause something was wrong.
my mom slipped and hurt her ankle while walking out of schlitterbahn, ouch, i hate hurting my ankle. it hurts like hell! but it was all scraped and stuff.
this girl was stuck in the wavepool, on the wall where the waves come kinda, or behind it, cause it sucked u, and her bathing suit was stuck so garrett had to rip it to get it out.
um but it was pretty fun. nothing too huge happened. but some wierd guys have staring problems haha... girls have faces.
this dude walked by and did this like retarded two fingers to his eyes then like pointing to mine,then was like call me and i was like wtf?! anyways. i also ran into this lady when i was laughing really hard, i wasn't paying attention. Alex's sister tried to jump on her friends back, and accidently pulled down her buttom piece of her bathing suit. They were like no one but katie saw. All i saw was whiteness hehe. Also, Alex's sister and i were bumping tubes and she fell backwards on her ass. but she was laughing, it was sooo funny. Anyways other then being at schlitterbahn...
my neck/back aches from two days of walking around and riding rides, and i slept on it wrong. ick. anyways. i'm kinda annoyed today. i've been in pajamas and a messy bun and the whole deal. But i'm happy too. I'm in a strange mood. I'm mad/pissed off (ok that's the same thing)/ sad i guess/really happy.
i think i'm gonna stick with crockett... well i'm trying it. but i would of anyway. Gosh, there's been a weird change in me lately. i don't know what or why!

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oh why can't i be what u need. xP [15 Aug 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

LOOK! you know it's gonna bother you if you don't...Collapse )

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Survey time. [13 Aug 2004|11:39pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...

(_) ever smoked marijuana
(_) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(_) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) kicked someone's ass
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(?) made out with a stranger (umm marcos? idk i guess...)
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school (with my mom... i know dumb but so true)
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) had sex
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(x) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(?) been in an abusive relationship-- (emotionally?)
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself...
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

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ehhh!? [13 Aug 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I'm under the assumption
that I'm gonna be the one that's leaving you
tonight, tonight...
Well I flipped every switch
that I could find on my way out just to upset you more
(just to keep you busy) just to make you angry (just because you were right) just because you were...

All tired scream safe haven,
Let's get this out and on the table...

Fast forward to say four o'clock,
I'm keeping time, I'm holdin', we're always holdin',
(we're always holdin), we're always holdin, holding out...
And that's what got us here in the first place,
You should have never come here alone
(you should have never bothered at all), bothered at all...

Scream older and wiser, still filled with resentment
We get it, we get it... Oh (I haven't been happier since)
Older and wiser, still filled with resentment
We get it, we get it... Oh, Bree Ann (I haven't been happier since, I haven't been happier, not since.)

Well five o'clock the floor caught fire with footsteps (my footsteps)
And spread like a disease to the door
(I'm stuttering through it but I hear it) I-I-I hear its good t-t-t-to stick to what you know
And you know a whole lot of this, it all could have been avoided when
you were courtside for this nightmare,
Well since then I got myself - come and listen...

Older and wiser, still filled with resentment
We get it, we get it... Oh (I haven't been happier since)
Older and wiser, still filled with resentment
We get it, we get it...Oh, Bree Ann (I haven't been happier since)

I haven't been happier since (Bree Ann)
I haven't been happier since (Bree Ann)
I haven't been happier since (Bree Ann)
I haven't been happier not since...

Well, it used to take so much more (I used to, I used to too)
It used to take so much more (I used to, I used to too)
I used to, I used to too...

i am fred astaire


( and the nightmare stops...)

[13 Aug 2004|12:30am]
haha, i felt like adding about ciara, alex, ciaras mom and i's conversation about lyndsie lohan and her boobs. LMAO. it was so funny. anywho. i'm going to eat my food! :D

(4 Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...)

[12 Aug 2004|11:54pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well i felt like updating. Woooo!
haha. Tonight we had quincenera practice, it was pretty fun, but oh so long!!!! geez! it was like 2 hours. Bleh i was getting sick of dancing, and there's so many damn turns that my head started to hurt haha. And at one point i kept using the wrong arm and jt was like wrong arm and i was like I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
Earlier Ciara came over and we were talking and i'm kinda wanting to go to Bowie, because i'm starting to think about dance and the longrun... i just don't know.. i have to look into transfers... u never know. But then Alex came over and Ciara was watching country videos and singing them and she started singing like an opera singer, it was so funny. Then she straightened my hair and Alex got online and was talking to Haza. Hmmm... yeah.. anyways. Then we went to practice.
Afterwards Alex and I walked across the street and found out texpresso is closed!NOOO! It was sooo good!!!! :'( so i'm a coffee person.. whO CARES! hehe. So we went to kaleidascoops and then her mom brought me home. Tomorrow i'm just gonna do a bunch so i'm prolly not gonna get online. OhWell! :) Anywho... i got home after 9 and E.R. was on, i haven't watched that crazy show in a while.. it was good but insane. haha after mckenna called and i helped make her livejournal. isn't it beautiful? It's greatness. ^_^
Hooooray. It's cute, the colors remind me of my shoes... haha, unless u've seen them that won't make much sense, oh WELL!
Laura and the hoe went to get Cabana. Oooooo it's so good, i'm so hungry i could eat my foot. HEHE. I can't wait til they get here. They might bring tippy. She's so cute!

Isn't she cute?Collapse )

Well i'm still waiting for the food. That's all for now. Later losers. ^_^

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[12 Aug 2004|12:22am]

Join bitches. hehe. well if u want! :D

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hehehe [11 Aug 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]

today was fun.
I got up around 10 and watched tv and said bye to my dad cause he left on tour til sunday. I ate then i started cleaning my room again. It sucked... it was soooooooo wrecked! Eh... but i cleaned it. I still have a little to do but i'm pretty much done. Then around 5:30 Alex came over and we watched the assistant. Andy dick is so funny. Then we watched friends and started watching the teen choice awards. Then Laura came home and we picked Joey up and went to taco bell. I haven't had taco bell since may. The slaughter one is so much better, but i'm used to the wm cannon one from school so i don't care. haha. So anyways then we watched the rest of the teen choice awards. It was pretty good except alot of people who were gaaaaay won. Oh well. After the awards we wathced newlyweds and Alex got online after that. It was so funny! She kept saying funny things. I had this huge thing of eyeshadow and it had a bunch of different colors and i tried to put it on her but she wouldn't let me so i put it on her cheak. Lmao. She got all mad and i kept doing it and she was hitting me but i didn't care cause i was like on the floor laughing... whew. haha. After a while she wouldn't let me put it on her so i kept putting it on her arm. It was sooooo funny. She couldn't spend the night cause of her volleyball. Bleh oh well. Ciara was supposed to come over but shes with Jacob. oh well... anyways so now i'm watching the simpsons and i haven't in a long time. It's so great. I'm gonna go finish doing stuff so i can reach my goal below... clean my room. ^_^

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Hokay...w00t. ^_^ [11 Aug 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Today i'm going to clean my room, no matter what! IT IS MY GOAL! I'M NOT GOING TO SLEEP UNTIL IT'S PERFECT! :D
YES!plus my dad's out of town so i can have more friends over and not get bitched at, but usually Laura does the bitching in this family...hehe... well only sometimes... anywho!
so anyways... i'm off to clean! wish me luck!

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[11 Aug 2004|12:03am]
glove slap...
well i'll write whenever i feel like writing. OK? ok.

( and the nightmare stops...)

BLEH [10 Aug 2004|01:30am]
[ mood | amused ]

Well it's obvious i'm addicted to livejournal. Oh well...
I felt like writing again...
current thoughts:
why isn't he talking to me
what is wrong
i'm hungry, should i get up?
how is it that i spend so much time online almost doing nothing, ehh... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


that's really all.

I forgot how much i love rilo... :)

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Monday [10 Aug 2004|12:47am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well... lemme think
ok today i got up at like 1:30... eee... i don't know why i've been sleeping so late lately, but it feels good, except for the fact that whenever i stand up i get light headed... that's really weird. anyways
so today i ate trix then i got online and then around 4:30 i went to the Fushion dance studio, i registered for dance classes monday night @ 7. Every monday till may. That's cool. Unless i quit, but i don't plan on it. So then my dad and i ate at La Posada and it was sooo good. I guess i was hungry. Then i got home and changed and put on my dance clothes. I had to wear footless tights, they're fun to wear hehe, except for the fact that tights take forever to get on, well sometimes... anywho. So then Alex picked me up and we went to our first class. It was fun, except for the fact that i was getting somewhat confused on some things, i haven't really danced since camp, and we were doing stuff across the floor diagonally and that for some reason confused me. I had fun other then when we were doing leaps across the floor and on my 4th one i hit the wall with my foot. OUCH! It hurt so bad and some ladies were laughing at me. It's not like i really care what a bunch of weird ladies think haha. It was funny, i was like laughing but my foot hurt! ouch. So then my dad picked me and Alex up, and he was being such a FUCKING BITCH! He was arguing with me about where AMY's ice cream was and i was like what the hell? I've been there so many times! But so then he was like we'll go to DQ and i got that brownie batter thing and it's gross. I don't like it. then we took alex home and i ignored my dad and locked myself in my room. Then i talked to garrett and him and kd and truman were hanging out. Fun...
I'm not in a good mood, i basically had to lock myself in my room because i didn't wanna be here. Ugh. What else is new...

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